To Me:
One day wen u read these, just know how proud i am of u n how much ur inspiring me to stay clean... love you so much.
You really will always live inside me n be that dopest boss reddest capillary of my heart.
Im sorry that my own behaviors, and those I had in my life, caused lost time n space btwn us. I know u do u.. im apologizing just on what I'm owning to be @ diff intervals of life.. n jus so happens, it's for a recent one.
I wish you could come have a steak night and talk and just give u a hug.
I love you so much, and I want you to keep wanting what you want for your life, and wish I could do more.
Hey Jeremy! Wow, it's been a long time! Good to hear from you! Actually, I do not remember you singing that song to me! But, hey you can sing to me anytime you want :)(If I ever make it out to L.A) I used to date a lead singer in a band...LOVE IT :) I'm glad your doing well! I've been teaching Kindergarten for the last 9 years in Detroit public Schools...yea---can I retire?! LOL , renting my condo out in the H.T. Living with my boyfriend, no ring, no kids ;) Good to see your face! Chat soon!
Congrats on sobriety Jer! That is so awesome. It is everything to feel those downs but know they are temporary, right? Learning that myself. Little by little. Doing lots of growing through letting go and having fun as well as hard work and revealing my truths and setting my boundaries. Also working towards a life of minimalism, so donating many of my things. If you need a large red suitcase let me know.
Nice! Let's see... I am replying to you from a fort in my bedroom, in the house that I share with my beloved children (quite cute but falling apart at the seams in hazel park.) Been here 2.5 years now. Teach some lessons and play gigs to get by. Was up super late last night because of an impromptu concert given in the doorway of a bar kitchen. Went back to school last fall, love it. Should be looking for a second job since summer began but am having fun instead. That's about it! Meditating and working out seem like a nice respite. We could all be so lucky!
Jeremy You are inside my heart forever, beating on home-made drums, glueing pieces back together that I thought could never mend. Be good to yourself.
Hey You don't need to apologize, ever for sending me loving, affirming, complimentary messages, Jeremy. They were wonderful. And I loved them. I don't take anything too seriously, or too loosely. I accept your love, and I share mine with you as well. Without limits. My life? Very interesting. I think I should writing the book. But burn each page after completion. :P
Omg remember that one time hanging out w theresa n she thoyght u were 18
All the chinese ppl
Omg bfffffffffffzzzz (ktp)
It is all awesome for sure, u r a starseed brother
Sry i am eating cereal while sleeping
Thank u for inspiring me and keeping me on track... Bringing me back
I am driving now so I should stop but you don't need to stop one day I will have the Google glass type thing so I can just be talking and seeing the conversation while I'm driving
He told me that in a past life he was my half brother. Our dad was a pharaoh, like a mayor of a city. His mom was #1 wife, the intellectual. My mom was one of the younger wives.
Omg i miss my storage space!
Omg i had a timehop the other day that showed me pix from 2 yrs ago of that flowershop/family bday day u were just talking about
Sneaky dudes gettin into heaven and all
Ru still rockin lyfe w those creeper frogz?
Omg all i want to do is eat lunch w u
Dude cat vs snake vs kid omg!!!
Ive always been overly sensitive. Its always been hard for me to deal w loss and moving on. Im a very nostalgic person. I feel peoples pain and of course i hav my own. There r happy moments in life. There r times when i am happy but very often i am not. For whatever reason ive always felt a certain comfort being melancholy. Emo goth chick fo lyfe.
Dude wanna go to bone thugs n harmony right now?? :D
"TubulAr dude!!!!"
Dude i wish fuji was open now and i was there in mi and we were going
Aww!!! I love that u want to put them up!!! Thx frandzzz 123!!! <3
Hmmm life and stuff... Just rolling along but I cant seem to commit to a single cause cuz i hav too many irons in the fire. I still like the idea of "the cult" though. I think committing to a project like that is a worthy endeavor.
ok i'll be in th kitchen .... WHERE I BELONG!!!!
OMG diatomaceous earth was one embarrassing step in the neverending ladder of baloney that is my life! The good news is, after all this time I finally discovered an effective detox supplement that took away all my side effects and made me normal. And it's just seaweed gelatin. It only took me years and years to figure that one out. I have to start selling it on QVC haha...
Gym membership mind gym. Key thingy walk in take shoes off sit in a confessional booth but its not religious its just a medical student finishing degree. Choose your own image and voice. Less formal . Therapy meh talk to friends . mcdonalization. Service. Cheap per month.holostation. ppl would open up more feel more comfortable. blank slate no one can hear you soundproof booths. Holographic. Room with a bunch of blankets and pillows.
I really appreciate you taking the time to write that. I'm just stuck. And have no idea what to do. I guess I'm kind of scared honestly, to do what I know I have to do, which is dump my boyfriend. Then I'll actully go back to school and take it seriously because all my time will be devoted to that. But we've been together for3 years and he's been shaping up a lot. So i'd feel awful to dump him now that things are better. I am just so sick of the same shit everyday routine. It's killing me.
